Reaching maximum flapping speed

Yay, I have hit the stage of "Why do I DO this to myself?" nerves about sailing. I'm looking up writing I did when I got home last august - both on here and in my physical journal. I did have a lot of fun. I started out nervous but things turned out well, and after I came home I wrote "I have felt GREAT this past week".

I'm just rereading that to bolster myself a little. And I think I will just yell out "YAY! Sail Fail!" when stuff goes wrong, or something. Now I need to go put silly music on my phone to wake people with. And do the rest of my packing. And bake some travel pastries.